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pretendxyourexalive
-joshy washy |
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| wake me to believe something new.................i dare you
i found myself lying on her floor with a knife in my hands and blood on my shirt.
i've been waiting for this for so long
the nightmare's over now sweety
-josh |
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| im so sorry about what i put you through so far. from this moment on, i am yours, and i swear, your heart will not be broken. when i look at you in your eyes, the whole world falls apart. and i love every moment of it. their nothing in this world i would rather have, than you. and your all i want.
-joshua |
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| what ever
all i have to say is
what have we become
i thought i had you all so figured out.
Never agian
-josh
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| staring right back in her beautiful eyes, a memory can't be erased, i know, because i tried. i started to feel the emptiness and everything else i was going to miss. i know that i can't hide it. all this time passing by and i think it's just time we accept the fact that we are together. when you come back down, if you land on your feet, i hope that you find away to make it back to me. when you come around i'll be there for you. you don't have to be alone with what your going through. stop to breath and look at me in like it was the first time we laid eyes on eachother. i know your tired. i'll just hold you forever, in my arms. a picture of me with all the thoughts, you know you hold inside. i hope you can find your way back to my arms. you said you were lost, i can help you find it. when you come around. from time to time we are all blinded by a state of looks or denial. i swear i wont be the one to let you go when your about to fall. after all this time. after all these lies, i never though we'd be here. and you dont know how much i need you. your so wonderful, this i swear, this i know. so just let go and come to me, because your the spark that keeps me going. you the flower in the middle of the feild that never dies. your the star thats in my sky. i am yours, and you are mine. just close your eyes and take my hand.
sincerely, joshua
and you know, the whole world collapsed when i looked in your eyes. and now nothing else matters at all. and what i said is true. i swear |
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